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……they did things。。。 the bad man and the other two。。。 they did things。。。 did things to me。
You re not dirty； and you re not full of sin。 I touched his arm again and he drew away。 I reached again； gently； and pulled him to me。 I won t hurt you； I whispered。 I promise。 He resisted a lit tle。 Slackened。 He let me draw him to me and rested his head on my chest。 His little body convulsed in my arms with each sob。
A kinship exists between people who ve fed from the same breast。 Now； as the boy s pain soaked through my shirt； I saw that a kinship had taken root between us too。 What had happened in that room with Assef had irrevocably bound us。
I d been looking for the right time； the right moment； to ask the question that had been buzzing around in my head and keep ing me up at night。 I decided the moment was now； right here； right now； with the bright lights of the house of God shining on us。
Would you like to e live in America with me and my wife？
He didn t answer。 He sobbed into my shirt and I let him。
FOR A WEEK； neither one of us mentioned what I had asked him； as if the question hadn t been posed at all。 Then one day； Sohrab and I took a taxicab to the Daman…e…Koh Viewpoint……or the hem of the mountain。 Perched midway up the Margalla Hills； it gives a panoramic view of Islamabad； its rows of clean； tree…lined avenues and white houses。 The driver told us we could see the presidential palace from up there。 If it has rained and the air is clear； you can even see past Rawalpindi； he said。 I saw his eyes in his rearview mirror； skipping from Sohrab to me； back and forth； back and forth。 I saw my own face too。 It wasn t as swollen as before； but it had taken on a yellow tint from my assortment of fading bruises。
We sat on a bench in one of the picnic areas； in the shade of a gum tree。 It was a warm day； the sun perched high in a topaz blue sky。 On benches nearby； families snacked on samosas and pakoras。 Somewhere； a radio played a Hindi song I thought I remembered from an old movie； maybe Pakeeza。 Kids； many of them Sohrab s age； chased soccer balls； giggling； yelling。 I thought about the orphanage in Karteh…Seh； thought about the rat that had scurried between my feet in Zaman s office。 My chest tightened with a surge of unexpected anger at the way my countrymen were destroying their own land。
What？ Sohrab asked。 I forced a smile and told him it wasn t important。
We unrolled one of the hotel s bathroom towels on the picnic table and played panjpar on it。 It felt good being there； with my half brother s son； playing
cards； the warmth of the sun patting the back of my neck。 The song ended and another one started； one I didn t recognize。
Look； Sohrab said。 He was pointing to the sky with his cards。 I looked up； saw a hawk circling in the broad seamless sky。 Didn t know there were hawks in Islamabad； I said。
Me neither； he said； his eyes tracing the bird s circular flight。 Do they have them where you live？
San Francisco？ I guess so。 I can t say I ve seen too many； though。
Oh； he said。 I was hoping he d ask more； but he dealt another han