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He collapsed to the floor; asleep before the sound of her footsteps faded。
He discovered that being awakened by the Agiel was a terror all its own。 The brief sleep had done little to revive him。 He needed much more than he had been allowed。 He vowed to himself that he would struggle with all his might to get through the entire day without making。 a single mistake; to do exactly。 as she wished; and maybe she would grant him a whole night's sleep。
He put his effort into doing everything she wished; hoping he would please her。 He was hoping; too;。 that he would be given something to eat。 He hadn't eaten since she had captured him。 He wondered which he wanted more…sleep; or food。 He decided that what he wanted the most was for the pain to stop。 Or for him to be allowed to die
He was at the end of his strength; felt his life slipping away from him; and awaited the end with longing。 Denna seemed to sense his waning endurance; and eased up; giving him more time to recover; taking longer breaks。 He didn't care; he knew it was never going to end; he was lost。 He surrendered his will to live; to go on; to hold out。 She cooed to him soothingly; stroking his face; as he hung in the shackles; resting。 She spoke encouragingly to him; told him not to give up; and promised that when fie was broken; it would be better。 He just listened; not even able to cry。
When at last she unhooked the shackles from the beam; he thought it must be night again; he had no sense of time anymore。 He waited for her to hook up the chain; or throw it on the floor and tell him he could sleep。 She did neither。 She instead hooked it over the chair; told him to stand; and left。 When she returned; she was carrying a bucket。
〃On your knees; my pet。〃 She sat in the chair next to him; took a brush from the hot soapy water; and started scrubbing him。 The stiff bristles brought a pain all of their own as they worked into his wounds。 〃We have a dinner invitation。 I have to get you cleaned up。 I rather like the smell of your sweat; your fear; but I'm afraid it would offend the guests。〃
She worked with an odd sort of tenderness。 It reminded him of the way a person would care for a dog。 He fell against her; unable to hold himself up。 He wouldn't lean against her for support if he had the strength not to; but he didn't。 She let him stay where he was as she scrubbed。 He wondered who the dinner invitation was from; but didn't ask。
Denna told him anyway。 〃Queen Milena herself has asked us to join her and her guests for dinner。 Quite an honor; for someone as low as you; wouldn't you say?〃。
He only nodded; not having enough strength to speak。
Queen Milena。 So they were in her castle。 He guessed that didn't surprise him。 Where else would she have had time to take him? When she was finished; she allowed him one hour of sleep; to rest for dinner。 He slept at her feet。
She woke him with her boot instead of the Agiel。 He almost cried at her mercy and heard himself thanking her profusely for her kindness to him。 She gave him instructions as to his behavior。 He would have his chain hooked to her belt; and was to keep his eyes to her; speak to no one unless they spoke to him first; and then only if he looked to her first for permission to answer。 He would not be allowed to sit at the table; but would sit on the floor; and if he behaved himself; he would be given something to eat。
He promised to do as she wished。 The idea of sitting on the floor sounded wonderful to him: to be able to rest; and not have to stand; or be hurt。 And to be allowed something to eat; at last。 He would make sure he did nothing to displease her; or to keep her from giving him food。
Richard's brain was in a fog as he followed behind Denna; attached to her by the chain on his collar; concentrating on keeping the proper amount of slack。 The manacles were off his wrists; but the cuts from them were red and swollen; and throbbed painfully。 He vaguely remembered some of the rooms they passed through。
In the room with other people; Denna stopped as she strode around; talking briefly with finely dressed people。 Richard kept his eyes on her braid。 The braid had obviously been done over for the dinner; the vigorous use of the Agiel caused it to loosen; and freed stray wisps of hair。 She must have done it over while she had let him sleep。
He found himself thinking about how beautiful her hair really was; how much finer she looked than any of the other women at the dinner。 He knew people were staring at him; at his sword; as he was led around the room by his collar and chain。 He reminded himself that his pride was locked away for the time being。 This was about getting a chance to rest; to eat; and about having her not hurt him for a while。
Richard bowed and stayed bowed while Denna spoke to the Queen。 The Queen and the Mord…Sith gave only a bow of the head to each other。 The Princess was at the Queen's side。 Richard thought about how Princess Violet had treated Rachel; and had to return his thoughts to Denna's braid。
As she sat at the table; Denna snapped her fingers and pointed at the floor behind her chair。 He knew what she wanted and sat on the floor; crossing his legs。 Denna sat to the left of the Queen; to the right of Princess Violet; who eyed him coldly。 Richard recognized some of the Queen's advisors。 He smiled to himself。 The court artist wasn't among them。 The head table was higher than the others; but sitting on the floor; Richard couldn't see many of the gathered guests。
〃Since you don't eat meat;〃 the Queen said to Denna。 〃I had the cooks prepare a special dinner I know you will enjoy。 Some wonderful soups and vegetables; and some rare fruits。〃
Denna smiled and thanked her。 While she was eating; a server brought her a plain bowl on a tray。
〃For my pet;〃 she told him; interrupting her conversation only briefly。
The man took the bowl from the tray and handed it down to Richard。 It was some sort of gruel; but to Richard; as he held the bowl in his trembling hands; preparing to drink it down; it looked like the best meal he had ever seen。
〃If he's your pet;〃 Princess Viol