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ball of string on the floor； let alone the skull of an ancestor； he returned to that curious； moody pacing down the galleries； looking for something among the pictures； which was interrupted at length by a veritable spasm of sobbing； at the sight of a Dutch snow scene by an unknown artist。 Then it seemed to him that life was not worth living any more。 Forgetting the bones of his ancestors and how life is founded on a grave； he stood there shaken with sobs； all for the desire of a woman in Russian trousers； with slanting eyes； a pouting mouth and pearls about her neck。 She had gone。 She had left him。 He was never to see her again。 And so he sobbed。 And so he found his way back to his own rooms； and Mrs Grimsditch； seeing the light in the window； put the tankard from her lips and said Praise be to God； his Lordship was safe in his room again； for she had been thinking all this while that he was foully murdered。
Orlando now drew his chair up to the table； opened the works of Sir Thomas Browne and proceeded to investigate the delicate articulation of one of the doctor’s longest and most marvellously contorted cogitations。
For though these are not matters on which a biographer can profitably enlarge it is plain enough to those who have done a reader’s part in making up from bare hints dropped here and there the whole boundary and circumference of a living person； can hear in what we only whisper a living voice； can see； often when we say nothing about it； exactly what he looked like； know without a word to guide them precisely what he thought—and it is for readers such as these that we write—it is plain then to such a reader that Orlando was strangely pounded of many humours—of melancholy； of indolence； of passion； of love of solitude； to say nothing of all those contortions and subtleties of temper which were indicated on the first page； when he slashed at a dead nigger’s head； cut it down； hung it chivalrously out of his reach again and then betook himself to the windowseat with a book。 The taste for books was an early one。 As a child he was sometimes found at midnight by a page still reading。 They took his taper away； and he bred glow–worms to serve his purpose。 They took the glow–worms away； and he almost burnt the house down with a tinder。 To put it in a nutshell； leaving the novelist to smooth out the crumpled silk and all its implications； he was a nobleman afflicted with a love of literature。 Many people of his time； still more of his rank； escaped the infection and were thus free to run or ride or make love at their own sweet will。 But some were early infected by a germ said to be bred of the pollen of the asphodel and to be blown out of Greece and Italy； which was of so deadly a nature that it would shake the hand as it was raised to strike； and cloud the eye as it sought its prey； and make the tongue stammer as it declared its love。 It was the fatal nature of this disease to substitute a phantom for reality； so that Orlando； to whom fortune had given every gift—plate； linen； houses； men–servants； carpets； beds in profusion—had only to open a book for the whole vast accumulation to turn to mist。 The nine acres of stone which were his house vanished； one hundred and fifty indoor servants disappeared； his eighty riding horses became invisible； it would take too long to count the carpets； sofas； trappings； china； plate； cruets； chafing dishes and other movables often of beaten gold； which evaporated like so much sea mist under the miasma。 So it was； and Orlando would sit by himself； reading； a naked man。
The disease gained rapidly upon him now in his solitude。 He would read often six hours into the night； and when they came to him for orders about the slaughtering of cattle or the harvesting of wheat； he would push away his folio and look as if he did not understand what was said to him。 This was bad enough and wrung the hearts of Hall； the falconer； of Giles； the groom； of Mrs Grimsditch； the housekeeper； of Mr Dupper； the chaplain。 A fine gentleman like that； they said； had no need of books。 Let him leave books； they said； to the palsied or the dying。 But worse was to e。 For once the disease of reading has laid upon the system it weakens it so that it falls an easy prey to that other scourge which dwells in the inkpot and festers in the quill。 The wretch takes to writing。 And while this is bad enough in a poor man； whose only property is a chair and a table set beneath a leaky roof—for he has not much to lose； after all—the plight of a rich man； who has houses and cattle； maidservants； asses and linen； and yet writes books； is pitiable in the extreme。 The flavour of it all goes out of him； he is riddled by hot irons； gnawed by vermin。 He would give every penny he has （such is the malignity of the germ） to write one little book and bee famous； yet all the gold in Peru will not buy him the treasure of a well–turned line。 So he falls into consumption and sickness； blows his brains out； turns his face to the wall。 It matters not in what attitude they find him。 He has passed through the gates of Death and known the flames of Hell。
Happily； Orlando was of a strong constitution and the disease （for reasons presently to be given） never broke him down as it has broken many of his peers。 But he was deeply smitten with it； as the sequel shows。 For when he had read for an hour or so in Sir Thomas Browne； and the bark of the stag and the call of the night watchman showed that it was the dead of night and all safe asleep； he crossed the room； took a silver key from his pocket and unlocked the doors of a great inlaid cabi which stood in the corner。 Within were some fifty drawers of cedar wood and upon each was a paper neatly written in Orlando’s hand。 He paused； as if hesitating which to open。 One was inscribed ‘The Death of Ajax’； another ‘The Birth of Pyramus’； another ‘Iphigenia in Aulis’； another ‘The Death of Hippolytus’； another ‘Meleager’； another ‘The Return of Odysseus’；—in fact there was scarcely a single drawer that lacked the name of some mythological personage at a crisis of his career。 In each drawer lay a document of considerable size all written over in Orlando’s hand。 The truth wa