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‘We are thoughtful to…night!' said Darnay; drawing his arm about her。
‘Yes; dearest Charles;' with her hands on his breast; and the inquiring and attentive expression fixed upon him; ‘we are rather thoughtful to…night; for we have something on our mind to…night。'
‘What is it; my Lucie?'
‘Will you promise not to press one question on me; if I beg you not to ask it?'
〃Will I promise? What will I not promise to my Love?'
What; indeed; with his hand putting aside the golden hair from the cheek; and his other hand against the heart that beat for him!
‘I think; Charles; poor Mr。 Carton deserves more consideration and respect than you expressed for him to…night。'
‘Indeed; my own? Why so?'
‘That is what you are not to ask me? But I think……I know……he does。'
‘If you know it; it is enough。 What would you have me do; my Life?'
‘I would ask you; dearest; to be very generous with him always; and very lenient on his faults when he is not by。 I would ask you to believe that he has a heart he very; very seldom reveals; and that there are deep wounds in it。 My dear; I have seen it bleeding。'
‘It is a painful reflection to me; said Charles Darnay; quite astounded; ‘that I should have done him any wrong。 I never thought this of him。'
‘My husband; it is so。 I fear he is not to be reclaimed; there is scarcely a hope that anything in his character or fortunes is reparable now。 But; I am sure that he is capable of good things; gentle things; even magnanimous things。'
She looked so beautiful in the purity of her faith in this lost man; that her husband could have looked at her as she was for hours。
‘And; O my dearest Love!' she urged; clinging nearer to him; laying her head upon his breast; and raising her eyes to his; ‘remember how strong we are in our happiness; and how weak he is in his misery!'
The supplication touched him home。 ‘I will always remember it; dear Heart! I will remember it as long as I live。'
He bent over the golden head; and put the rosy lips to his; and folded her in his arms。 If one forlorn wanderer then pacing the dark streets; could have heard her innocent disclosure; and could have seen the drops of pity kissed away by her husband from the soft blue eyes so loving of that husband; he might have cried to the night……and the words would not have parted from his lips for the first time……
‘God bless her for her sweet passion!'
CHAPTER XXI
Echoing Footsteps
A WONDERFUL corner for echoes; it has been remarked; that corner where the Doctor lived。 Ever busily winding the golden thread which bound her husband; and her father; and herself; and her old directress and panion; in a life of quiet bliss; Lucie sat in the still house in the tranquilly resounding corner; listening to the echoing footsteps of years。
At first; there were times; though she was a perfectly happy young wife; when her work would slowly fall from her hands; and her eyes would be dimmed。 For; there was something ing in the echoes; something light; afar off; and scarcely audible yet; that stirred her heart too much。 Fluttering hopes and doubts……hope; of a love as yet unknown to her: doubts; of her remaining upon earth; to enjoy that new delight……divided her breast。 Among the echoes then; there would arise the sound of footsteps at her own early grave; and thoughts of the husband who would be left so desolate; and who would mourn for her so much; swelled to her eyes; and broke like waves。
That time passed; and her little Lucie lay on her bosom。 Then; among the advancing echoes; there was the tread of her tiny feet and the sound of her prattling words。 Let greater echoes resound as they would; the young mother at the cradle side could always hear those ing。 They came; and the shady house was sunny with a child's laugh; and the Divine friend of children; to whom in her trouble she had confided hers; seemed to take her child in His arms; as He took the child of old; and made it a sacred joy to her。
Ever busily winding the golden thread that bound them all together; weaving the service of her happy influence through the tissue of all their lives; and making it predominate nowhere; Lucie heard in the echoes of years none but friendly and soothing sounds。 Her husband's step was strong and prosperous among them; her father's firm and equal。 Lo; Miss Pross; in harness of string; awakening the echoes; as an unruly charger; whip…corrected; snorting and pawing the earth under the plane…tree in the garden!
Even when there were sounds of sorrow among the rest; they were not harsh nor cruel。 Even when golden hair; like her own; lay in a halo on a pillow round the worn face of a little boy; and he said; with a radiant smile; ‘Dear papa and mamma; I am very sorry to leave you both; and to leave my pretty sister; but I am called; and I must go!' those were not tears all of agony that wetted his young mother's cheek; as the spirit departed from her embrace that had been entrusted to it。 Suffer them and forbid them not。 They see my Father's face。 O Father; blessed words!
Thus; the rustling of an Angel's wings got blended with the other echoes; and they were not wholly of earth; but had in them that breath of Heaven。 Sighs of the winds that blew over a little garden…tomb were mingled with them also; and both were audible to Lucie; in a hushed murmur……like the breathing of a summer sea asleep upon a sandy shore……as the little Lucie; ically studious at the task of the morning; or dressing a doll at her mother's footstool; chattered in the tongues of the Two Cities that were blended in her life。
The echoes rarely answered to the actual tread of Sydney Carton。 Some half…dozen times a year; at most; he claimed his privilege of ing in uninvited; and would sit among them through the evening; as he had once done often。 He never came there heated with wine。 And one other thing regarding him was whispered in the echoes; which has been whispered by all true echoes for ages and ages。
No man ever really loved a woman; lost her; and knew her with a blameless though an unchanged mind; when she was a wife and a mother; but her children had a strange sympathy with him……an instinctive delicacy of pity for him。 What fine hidden sensibilities are touched in such a case; no echoes te