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They  wouldn’t  resort  to  flaying  during  the  interrogation;  because  that 
inevitably leads to death。 They wouldn’t impale anyone; either; as they do with 
rebels; because that’s used as a deterrent。 Cracking and splintering the fingers; 
arms or legs of these miniaturists was also out of the question。 Of course; the 
removal  of  an  eye—which  I  gathered  was  a  measure  of  increasing  frequency 
these days; to judge by the growing numbers of one…eyed people on the streets 
of Istanbul—would be inappropriate for master artists。 So; as I imagined my 
dear miniaturists in a secluded corner of the Royal Private Garden; there in the 
ice…cold pool among the water lilies; shivering violently and glaring hatefully at 
one another; I had the passing urge to laugh。 Nevertheless; it caused me agony 
to imagine how Olive would shriek when his hindquarters were branded with 
a hot iron and how dear Butterfly’s skin would pale when he was shackled。 I 
couldn’t bear to conjure the scene of dear Butterfly—whose skill and love for 
illumination brought tears to my eyes—as he was given the bastinado like a 
mon thieving apprentice。 I just stood there dumbfounded and hollow。 
My elderly mind was mute under the spell of its own internal silence。 There 
was  a  time  when  we’d  paint  together  with  a  passion  that  made  us  forget 
everything。 
“These  men  are  the  most  expert  miniaturists  serving  Our  Sultan;”  I  said。 
“Make certain no harm befalls them。” 
Pleased;  the  Head  Treasurer  rose;  grabbed  a  number  of  pages  from  the 
worktable  at  the  other  end  of  the  room  and  arranged  them  in  front  of  me。 
Next; as if the room were dark; he placed beside me two large candle holders 
whose  portly  tapers  burned  with  bobbing  and  twittering  flames  so  I  could 
study the paintings in question。 
How might I explain what I saw as I moved the magnifying lens over them? 
I felt like laughing—and not because they were humorous。 I was incensed—it 
seemed  that  Enishte  Effendi  had  instructed  my  masters  as  follows:  “Don’t 
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paint like yourselves; paint as if you were someone else。” He’d forced them to 
recall nonexistent memories; to conjure and paint a future; which they’d never 
want to live。 What was even more incredible was that they were killing each 
other over this nonsense。 
“By looking at these illustrations; can you tell me which miniaturist worked 
on which picture?” asked the Head Treasurer。 
“Yes;” I said angrily。 “Where did you find these paintings?” 
“Black brought them of his own accord and left them with me;” said the 
Head  Treasurer。  “He’s  bent  on  proving  that  he  and  his  late  Enishte  are 
innocent。” 
“During the interrogation; torture him;” I said。 “That way we’ll learn what 
other secrets our late Enishte was harboring。” 
“We’ve  sent  for  him;”  said  the  mander  of  the  Imperial  Guard。 
“Afterward; we’ll thoroughly search the house of that newlywed。” 
Both  their  faces  were  strangely  illuminated;  a  flicker  of  fear  and  awe 
overcame them; and they snapped to their feet。 
Without  having  to  turn  around  I  knew  we  were  in  the  presence  of  His 
Excellency; Our Sultan; the Refuge of the World。 
 
 
   
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I AM ESTHER 
 
Oh;  how  wonderful  it  is  to  cry  along  with  the  rest  of  them!  While  the  men 
were  at  the  funeral  of  my  dear  Shekure’s  father;  the  women;  kith  and  kin; 
spouses  and  friends;  gathered  in  the  house  and  shed  their  tears;  and  I;  too; 
beat my chest in mourning and wept with them。 Now wailing in unison with 
the pretty maiden beside me; leaning on her and swaying back and forth; now 
crying  in  a  pletely  different  frame  of  mind;  I  was  deeply  touched  by  my 
own woes and pitiful life。 If I could cry like this just once a week; I thought; I 
might  forget  how  I  had  to  roam  the  streets  all  day  just  to  make  ends  meet; 
forget being mocked for my weight and my Jewishness and be reborn an even 
more chattermouth Esther。 
I like social gatherings because I can eat to my heart’s content; and; at the 
same  time;  forget  that  I’m  the  black  sheep  of  the  crowd。  I  love  the  baklava; 
mint candy; marzipan bread and fruit leather of holidays; the pilaf with meat 
and  the  tea…cup  pastries  of  circumcision  ceremonies;  drinking  sour…cherry 
sherbet  at  celebrations  held  by  the  Sultan  in  the  Hippodrome;  eating 
everything  at  weddings;  and  tossing  down  the  sesame;  honey  or  variously 
flavored condolence halvas sent by the neighbors at wakes。 
I  quietly  slipped  into  the  hallway;  put  on  my  shoes  and  went  downstairs。 
Before  I  turned  into  the  kitchen;  I  grew  curious  about  an  odd  noise  ing 
through the half…open door of the room next to the stable。 I took a few steps 
in that direction and glanced inside to discover that Shevket and Orhan had 
tied  up  the  son  of  one  of  the  women  mourners  and  were  in  the  midst  of 
painting his face with their late grandfather’s paints and brushes。 “If you try 
to escape; we’ll hit you like this;” Shevket said and slapped the boy。 
“My dear child; play nice and gentle now; don’t hurt each other; all right?” 
I said in a voice as velvety as I could muster。 
“Mind your own affairs!” Shevket shouted。 
I  noticed  the  small;  frightened;  blond…haired  sister  of  the  boy  they  were 
tormenting  standing  beside  them;  and  for  whatever  reason;  I  felt  for  her 
pletely。 Forget about it; now; Esther! 
In the kitchen; Hayriye peered at me suspiciously。 
“I’ve cried myself dry; Hayriye;” I said。 “For God’s sake; pour me a glass of 
water。” 
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She  did  so;  silently。  Before  I  drank  it;  I  stared  into  her  eyes;  swollen  from 
weeping。 
“Poor  Enishte  Effendi;  they  say  he  was  already  dead  before  Shekure’s 
wedding;” I mented。 “People’s mouths aren’t like bags that can be cinched 
up; some even claim there was foul play involved。” 
In an exaggerated gesture; she looked down at her toes。 Then she lift
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