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ago; is engraved a cat adoring Ra or the Sun; or perhaps the “Aten” or Disc。 I already possess the sister ring that; from the less amount of wear it shows; was probably worn by the shorter…lived Nefertiti; Khu…en…aten’s adored and; I believe; sole wife。 Both of them were obtained by us from the Rev。 W。 J。 Loftie in the year 1887; in Egypt when; about that time; the mummies of these queens were discovered and broken up by the Arabs at Tel…el…Amarna。
Chapter 16
Miss Ida Hector — H。 R。 H。 dictates his works to her — Wishes for change of occupation — Dream…pictures — H。 R。 H。‘s theory of Romance…writing — Literary coincidences — Examples from the works of H。 R。 H。 — The Spectator。
When I returned from Mexico in 1891 I fell into very poor health。 Everything; especially my indigestion; went wrong; so wrong that I began to think that my bones would never grow old。 Amongst other inconveniences I found that I could no longer endure the continual stooping over a desk which is involved in the writing of books。 It was therefore fortunate for me that about this time Miss Ida Hector; the eldest daughter of Mrs。 Hector; better known as Mrs。 Alexander; the novelist; became my secretary; and in that capacity; as in those of a very faithful friend and panion; to whose sound sense and literary judgment I am much indebted; has so remained to this day。 From that time forward I have done a great deal of my work by means of dictation; which has greatly relieved its labour。 Some people can dictate; and others cannot。 Personally I have always found the method easy; provided that the dictatee; if I may coin a word; is patient and does not go too fast。 I imagine; for instance; that it would be impossible to dictate a novel to a shorthand…writer。 Also; if the person who took down the words irritated one in any way; it would be still more impossible。 Provided circumstances are congenial; however; the plan has merits; since to many the mere physical labour of writing clogs the mind。 So; at least; various producers of books seem to have found。 Among them I recall Thackeray and Stevenson。
Of the next few years of my life there is not much to tell。 I lived here at Ditchingham in a very quiet and retired fashion; rarely visiting London; wrote a few novels; and for recreation occupied myself with farming and gardening; for which occupations I have always had an instinctive taste。 The work that I did was a good deal attacked: it was the fashion to attack me in those days。 Possibly owing to my ill…health some of it may not have been quite up to the mark; I do not know。 What I do know is that I grew heartily tired of the writing of stories。 After the birth of my youngest child; Lilias; which to my great joy happened at the end of the year 1892; my health and spirits began to mend and my energy to return; largely owing; I think; to the treatment of my friend Dr。 Lyne Stivens。 I was still a youngish man; but had reached that time of life when I felt that if I was to make any change of occupation it must be done at once。 And I longed to make a change; for this humdrum existence in a country parish; staring at crops and cultivating flowers; was; I felt; more suitable to some aged man whose life’s work was done than to myself。 Also at this time the unrealities of fiction…writing greatly wearied me; oddly enough much more than they do at present; when they have bee a kind of amusement and set…off to the more serious things and thoughts with which my life is occupied。
Still it is true that even now; if circumstances allowed of it; I do not think I should write much more fiction; at any rate of the kind that people would buy。 With the exception of certain stories that I should like to tell for their own sake; and not to earn money by them。 I should occupy my time with writings of a different sort; connected; probably; for the most part with the land; agriculture; and social matters。 For instance; I should dearly like to finish my survey of rural England; and to undertake that of Scotland; Wales; and Ireland — tasks; I suppose; that I shall never be able to execute。 Only this year23 I had arranged to make an effort to investigate and write on the agriculture of Ireland。 But then; of a sudden; I was appointed to the Dominions Royal mission; and how could I find time for both? The months that I had proposed to devote to Ireland I have been obliged to spend in writing a story。
22 1912。 — Ed。
I know that folk — very superior folk — exist who affect to scorn the base person who does one kind of work when he would like to do another; merely because the former does and the latter does not pay。 There is something to be said for this position; but if a man chances to realise that he does not live unto himself alone; and to have many dependent upon him; directly or indirectly; or if he chances to desire to render gratuitous services to his country; he must; in such a case; “cut his coat according to his cloth。”
Therefore; although I should have dearly liked to place on record my views of Irish agriculture; in place thereof I have found myself obliged to edit certain of the reminiscences of Mr。 Allan Quatermain。 To be honest; these have amused me not a little; perhaps because I always find it easy to ain; who; after all; is only myself set in a variety of imagined situations; thinking my thoughts and looking at life through my eyes。 Indeed there are several subjects with which I always find it not difficult to deal — for instance; Old Egypt; Norsemen; and African savages。 Of these last; however; I prefer to write in the pany of the late Allan Quatermain。
At the time of which I am now speaking; the early niies; it was; however; otherwise; for then; being much younger; I wearied of fiction and longed for the life of action to which I had been bred and that; indeed; is native to my character。 In truth; the dislike and revolt of my heart in those days still haunts me as a kind of nightmare which is perhaps sufficiently amusing to relate。
Many people have their favourite dreams; and within the last year or so I have developed a very fair specimen of this class of illusion which es to me in an oft…repeated vision of the mind。 Who does not know that order of