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felt。 

He shook his head slowly。 〃No; I don't think you can。〃 

I sniffed and stared at his big feet。 〃But you'll wait; right? You'll still be my friend; even though I love 
Alice; too?〃 

I didn't look up; afraid to see what he'd think of that last part。 It took him a minute to answer; so I was 
probably right not to look。 

〃Yeah; I'll always be your friend;〃 he said gruffly。 〃No matter what you love。〃 

〃Promise?〃 

〃Promise。〃 

I felt his arms wind around me; and I leaned against his chest; still sniffling。 〃This sucks。〃 

〃Yeah。〃 Then he sniffed my hair and said; 〃Ew。〃 

〃What?〃 I demanded。 I looked up to see that his nose was wrinkled again。 〃Why does everyone keep 
doing that to me? I don't smell!〃 

He smiled a little。 〃Yes; you do—you smell like them。 Blech。 Too sweet—sickly sweet。 And… icy。 It 
burns my nose。〃 

〃Really?〃 That was strange。 Alice smelled unbelievably wonderful。 To a human; anyway。 〃But why would 
Alice think I smelled; too; then?〃 

That wiped his smile away。 〃Huh。 Maybe I don't smell so good to her; either。 Huh。〃 

〃Well; you both smell fine to me。〃 I rested my head against him again。 I was going to miss him terribly 
when he walked out my door。 It was a nasty catch22—on the one hand; I wanted Alice to stay forever。 
I was going to die—metaphorically—when she left me。 But how was I supposed to go without seeing 
Jake for any length of time? What a mess; I thought again。 

〃I'll miss you;〃 Jacob whispered; echoing my thoughts。 〃Every minute。 I hope she leaves soon。〃 

〃It really doesn't have to be that way; Jake。〃 

He sighed。 〃Yes; it really does。 Bella。 You… love her。 So I'd better not get anywhere near her。 I'm not 
sure that I'm eventempered enough to handle that。 Sam would be mad if I broke the treaty; and〃—his 
voice turned sarcastic—〃you probably wouldn't like it too much if I killed your friend。〃 

I recoiled from him when he said that; but he only tightened his arms; refusing to let me escape。 〃There's 
no point in avoiding the truth。 That's the way things are; Bells。〃 

〃I do not like the way things are。〃 

Jacob freed one arm so that he could cup his big brown hand under my chin and make me look at him。 
〃Yeah。 It was easier when we were both human; wasn't it?〃 

I sighed。 

We stared at each other for a long moment。 His hand smoldered against my skin。 In my face; I knew 
there was nothing but wistful sadness—I didn't want to have to say goodbye now; no matter for how 
short a time。 At first his face reflected mine; but then; as neither of us looked away; his expression 
changed。 

He released me; lifting his other hand to brush his fingertips along my cheek; trailing them down to my 
jaw。 I could feel his fingers tremble—not with anger this time。 He pressed his palm against my cheek; so 
that my face was trapped between his burning hands。 

〃Bella;〃 he whispered。 

I was frozen。 

No! I hadn't made this decision yet。 I didn't know if I could do this; and now I was out of time to think。 
But I would have been a fool if I thought rejecting him now would have no consequences。 

I stared back at him。 He was not my Jacob; but he could be。 His face was familiar and beloved。 In so 
many real ways; I did love him。 He was my fort; my safe harbor。 Right now; I could choose to have 
him belong to me。 

Alice was back for the moment; but that changed nothing。 True love was forever lost。 The prince was 
never ing back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep。 I was not a princess; after all。 So what 
was the fairytale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn't break any spells? 

Maybe it would be easy—like holding his hand or having his arms around me。 Maybe it would feel nice。 
Maybe it wouldn't feel like a betrayal。 Besides; who was I betraying; anyway? Just myself。 

Keeping his eyes on mine; Jacob began to bend his face toward me。 And I was still absolutely 
undecided。 

The shrill ring of the phone made us both jump; but it did not break his focus。 He took his hand from 
under my chin and reached over me to grab the receiver; but still held my face securely with the hand 
against my cheek。 His dark eyes did not free mine。 I was too muddled to react; even to take advantage 
of the distraction。 

〃Swan residence;〃 Jacob said; his husky voice low and intense。 

Someone answered; and Jacob altered in an instant。 He straightened up; and his hand dropped from my 
face。 His eyes went flat; his face blank; and I would have bet the measly remainder of my college f and 
that it was Alice。 

I recovered myself and held out my hand for the phone。 Jacob ignored me。 

〃He's not here;〃 Jacob said; and the words were menacing。 

There was some very short reply; a request for more information it seemed; because he added 
unwillingly; 〃He's at the funeral。〃 

Then Jacob hung up the phone。 〃Filthy bloodsucker;〃 he muttered under his breath。 The face he turned 
back to me was the bitter mask again。 

〃Who did you just hang up on?〃 I gasped; infuriated。 〃In my house; and on my phone?〃 

〃Easy! He hung up on me!〃 

〃He? Who was it?!〃 

He sneered the title。 〃Dr。 Carlisle Cullen。〃 

〃Why didn't you let me talk to him?!〃 

〃He didn't ask for you;〃 Jacob said coldly。 His face was smooth; expressionless; but his hands shook。 
〃He asked where Charlie was and I told him。 I don't think I broke any rules of etiquette。〃 

〃You listen to me; Jacob Black—〃 

But he obviously wasn't listening。 He looked quickly over his shoulder; as if someone had called his name 
from the other room。 His eyes went wide and his body stiff; then he started trembling。 I listened too; 
automatically; but heard nothing。 

〃Bye; Bells;〃 he spit out; and wheeled toward the front door。 

I ran after him。 〃What is it?〃 

And then I ran into him; as he rocked back on his heels; cussing under his breath。 He spun around again; 
knocking me sideways。 I bobbled and fell to the floor; my legs tangled with his。 

〃Shoot; ow!〃 I protested as he hurriedly jerked his legs free one at a time。 

I struggled to pull myself up as he darted for the back door; he suddenly froze again。 

Alice stood motio
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