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surrounded them was harder to take in concentrated doses; with no one else around to dilute it。 

So that left me wandering the beach; pacing the length of the rocky crescent back and forth; again and 
again。 

Alone time wasn't good for me。 Thanks to the new honesty with Jacob; I'd been talking and thinking 
about the Cullens way too much。 No matter how I tried to distract myself—and I had plenty to think of: I 
was honestly and desperately worried about Jacob and his wolfbrothers; I was terrified for Charlie and 
the others who thought they were hunting animals; I was getting in deeper and deeper with Jacob without 
ever having consciously decided to progress in that direction and I didn't know what to do about 
it—none of these very real; very deserving of thought; very pressing concerns could take my mind off the 
pain in my chest for long。 Eventually; I couldn't even walk anymore; because I couldn't breathe。 I sat 
down on a patch of semidry rocks and curled up in a ball。 

Jacob found me like that; and I could tell from his expression that he understood。 

〃Sorry;〃 he said right away。 He pulled me up from the ground and wrapped both arms around my 
shoulders。 I hadn't realized that I was cold until then。 His warmth made me shudder; but at least I could 
breathe with him there。 

〃I'm ruining your spring break;〃 Jacob accused himself as we walked back up the beach。 

〃No; you're not。 I didn't have any plans。 I don't think I like spring breaks; anyway。〃 

〃I'll take tomorrow morning off。 The others can run without me。 We'll do something fun。〃 

The word seemed out of place in my life right now; barely prehensible; bizarre。 〃Fun?〃 

〃Fun is exactly what you need。 Hmm…〃 he gazed out across the heaving gray waves; deliberating。 As his 
eyes scanned the horizon; he had a flash of inspiration。 

〃Got it!〃 he crowed。 〃Another promise to keep。〃 

〃What are you talking about?〃 

He let go of my hand and pointed toward the southern edge of the beach; where the flat; rocky 
halfmoon deadended against the sheer sea cliffs。 I stared; unprehending。 

〃Didn't I promise to take you cliff diving?〃 

I shivered。 

〃Yeah; it'll be pretty cold—not as cold as it is today。 Can you feel the weather changing? The pressure? 
It will be warmer tomorrow。 You up for it?〃 

The dark water did not look inviting; and; from this angle; the cliffs looked even higher than before。 

But it had been days since I'd heard Edward's voice。 That was probably part of the problem。 I was 
addicted to the sound of my delusions。 It made things worse if I went too long without them。 Jumping off 
a cliff was certain to remedy that situation。 

〃Sure; I'm up for it。 Fun。〃 

〃It's a date;〃 he said; and draped his arm around my shoulders。 

〃Okay—now let's go get you some sleep。〃 I didn't like the way the circles under his eyes were beginning 
to look permanently etched onto his skin。 


I woke early the next morning and snuck a change of clothes out to the truck。 I had a feeling that Charlie 
would approve of today's plan just about as much as he would approve of the motorcycle。 

The idea of a distraction from all my worries had me almost excited。 Maybe it would be fun。 A date with 
Jacob; a date with Edward… I laughed darkly to myself。 Jake could say what he wanted about us being 
a messedup pair—I was the one who was truly messed up。 I made the werewolf seem downright 
normal。 

I expected Jacob to meet me out front; the way he usually did when my noisy truck announced my 
arrival。 When he didn't; I guessed that he might still be sleeping。 I would wait—let him get as much rest as 
he could。 He needed his sleep; and that would give the day time to warm a bit more。 Jake had been right 
about the weather; though; it had changed in the night。 A thick layer of clouds pressed heavily on the 
atmosphere now; making it almost sultry; it was warm and close under the gray blanket。 I left my sweater 
in the truck。 

I knocked quietly on the door。 

〃C'mon in; Bella;〃 Billy said。 

He was at the kitchen table; eating cold cereal。 

〃Jake sleeping?〃 

〃Er; no。〃 He set his spoon down; and his eyebrows pulled together。 

〃What happened?〃 I demanded。 I could tell from his expression that something had。 

〃Embry; Jared; and Paul crossed a fresh trail early this morning。 Sam and Jake took off to help。 Sam was 
hopeful—she's hedged herself in beside the mountains。 He thinks they have a good chance to finish this。〃 

〃Oh; no; Billy;〃 I whispered。 〃Oh; no。〃 

He chuckled; deep and low。 〃Do you really like La Push so well that you want to extend your sentence 
here?〃 

〃Don't make jokes; Billy。 This is too scary for that。〃 

〃You're right;〃 he agreed; still placent。 His ancient eyes were impossible to read。 〃This one's tricky。〃 

I bit my lip。 

〃It's not as dangerous for them as you think it is。 Sam knows what he's doing。 You're the one that you 
should worry about。 The vampire doesn't want to fight them。 She's just trying to find a way around 
them… to you。〃 

〃How does Sam know what he's doing?〃 I demanded; brushing aside his concern for me。 〃They've only 
killed just the one vampire—that could have been luck。〃 

〃We take what we do very seriously; Bella。 Nothing's been forgotten。 Everything they need to know has 
been passed down from father to son for generations。〃 

That didn't fort me the way he probably intended it to。 The memory of Victoria; wild; catlike; lethal; 
was too strong in my head。 If she couldn't get around the wolves; she would eventually try to go through 
them。 

Billy went back to his breakfast; I sat down on the sofa and flipped aimlessly though the TV channels。 
That didn't last long。 I started to feel closed in by the small room; claustrophobic; upset by the fact that I 
couldn't see out the curtained windows。 

〃I'll be at the beach;〃 I told Billy abruptly; and hurried out the door。 

Being outside didn't help as much as I'd hoped。 The clouds pushed down with an invisible weight that 
kept the claustrophobia from easing。 The forest seemed strangely vacant as I walked toward the beach。 I 
didn't see any animals—no birds; no squir
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