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〃All right; then。 Edward has offered an alternative for you to consider;〃 I said coolly。 〃Let's vote。〃 

I looked toward Edward this time; it would be better to get his opinion out of the way。 〃Do you want me 
to join your family?〃 

His eyes were hard and black as flint。 〃Not that way。 You're staying human。〃 

I nodded once; keeping my face businesslike; and then moved on。 

〃Alice?〃 

〃Yes。〃 

〃Jasper?〃 

〃Yes;〃 he said; voice grave。 I was a little surprised—I hadn't been at all sure of his vote—but I 
suppressed my reaction and moved on。 

〃Rosalie?〃 

She hesitated; biting down on her full; perfect bottom lip。 〃No。〃 

I kept my face blank and turned my head slightly to move on; but she held up both her hands; palms 
forward。 

〃Let me explain;〃 she pleaded。 〃I don't mean that I have any aversion to you as a sister。 It's just that… 
this is not the life I would have chosen for myself。 I wish there had been someone there to vote no for 
me。〃 

I nodded slowly; and then turned to Emmett。 

〃Hell; yes!〃 He grinned。 〃We can find some other way to pick a fight with this Demetri。〃 

I was still grimacing at that when I looked at Esme。 

〃Yes; of course; Bella。 I already think of you as part of my family。〃 

〃Thank you; Esme;〃 I murmured as I turned toward Carlisle。 

I was suddenly nervous; wishing I had asked for his vote first。 I was sure that this was the vote that 
mattered most; the vote that counted more than any majority。 

Carlisle wasn't looking at me。 

〃Edward;〃 he said。 

〃No;〃 Edward growled。 His jaw was strained tight; his lips curled back from his teeth。 

〃It's the only way that makes sense;〃 Carlisle insisted。 〃You've chosen not to live without her; and that 
doesn't leave me a choice。〃 

Edward dropped my hand; shoving away from the table。 He stalked out of the room; snarling under his 
breath。 

〃I guess you know my vote。〃 Carlisle sighed。 

I was still staring after Edward。 〃Thanks;〃 I mumbled。 

An earsplitting crash echoed from the other room。 

I flinched; and spoke quickly。 〃That's all I needed。 Thank you。 For wanting to keep me。 I feel exactly the 
same way about all of you; too。〃 My voice was jagged with emotion by the end。 

Esme was at my side in a flash; her cold arms around me。 

〃Dearest Bella;〃 she breathed。 

I hugged her back。 Out of the corner of my eye; I noticed Rosalie looking down at the table; and I 
realized that my words could be construed in two ways。 

〃Well; Alice;〃 I said when Esme released me。 〃Where do you want to do this?〃 

Alice stared at me; her eyes widening with terror。 

〃No! No! NO!〃 Edward roared; charging back into the room。 He was in my face before I had time to 
blink; bending over me; his expression twisted in rage。 〃Are you insane?〃 he shouted。 〃Have you utterly 
lost your mind?〃 

I cringed away; my hands over my ears。 

〃Um; Bella;〃 Alice interjected in an anxious voice。 〃I don't think I'm ready for that。 I'll need to prepare…〃 

〃You promised;〃 I reminded her; glaring under Edward's arm。 

〃I know; but… Seriously; Bella! I don't have any idea how to not killyou。〃 

〃You can do it;〃 I encouraged。 〃I trust you。〃 

Edward snarled in fury。 

Alice shook her head quickly; looking panicked。 

〃Carlisle?〃 I turned to look at him。 

Edward grabbed my face in his hand; forcing me to look at him。 His other hand was out; palm toward 
Carlisle。 

Carlisle ignored that。 〃I'm able to do it;〃 he answered my question。 I wished I could see his expression。 
〃You would be in no danger of me losing control。〃 

〃Sounds good。〃 I hoped he could understand; it was hard to talk clearly the way Edward held my jaw。 

〃Hold on;〃 Edward said between his teeth。 〃It doesn't have to be now。〃 

〃There's no reason for it not to be now;〃 I said; the words ing out distorted。 

〃I can think of a few。〃 

〃Of course you can;〃 I said sourly。 〃Now let go of me。〃 

He freed my face; and folded his arms across his chest。 〃In about two hours; Charlie will be here looking 
for you。 I wouldn't put it past him to involve the police。〃 

〃All three of them。〃 But I frowned。 

This was always the hardest part。 Charlie; Renee。 Now Jacob; too。 The people I would lose; the people 
I would hurt。 I wished there was some way that I could be the only one to suffer; but I knew that was 
impossible。 

At the same time; I was hurting them more by staying human。 Putting Charlie in constant danger through 
my proximity。 Putting Jake in worse danger still by drawing his enemies across the land he felt bound to 
protect。 And Renee—I couldn't even risk a visit to see my own mother for fear of bringing my deadly 
problems along with me! 

I was a danger mag; I'd accepted that about myself。 

Accepting this; I knew I needed to be able to take care of myself and protect the ones I loved; even if 
that meant that I couldn't be with them。 I needed to be strong。 

〃In the interest of remaining inconspicuous;〃 Edward said; still talking through his gritted teeth; but 
looking at Carlisle now; 〃I suggest that we put this conversation off; at the very least until Bella finishes 
high school; and moves out of Charlie's house。〃 

〃That's a reasonable request; Bella;〃 Carlisle pointed out。 

I thought about Charlie's reaction when he woke up this morning; if—after all that life had put him through 
in the last week with Harry's loss; and then I had put him through with my unexplained 
disappearance—he were to find my bed empty。 Charlie deserved better than that。 It was just a little more 
time; graduation wasn't so far away… 

I pursed my lips。 〃I'll consider it。〃 

Edward relaxed。 His jaw unclenched。 

〃I should probably take you home;〃 he said; more calm now; but clearly in a hurry to get me out of here。 
〃Just in case Charlie wakes up early。〃 

I looked at Carlisle。 〃After graduation?〃 

〃You have my word。〃 

I took a deep breath; smiled; and turned back to Edward。 〃Okay。 You can take me home。〃 

Edward rushed me out of the house before Carlisle could promise me anything else。 He took me out the 
back; so I didn't get to see what was broken in the living room。 

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